dementiamorphea

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Woot, a surprise fic! I know I haven't announced I was gonna end anything soon...but here you go. 4 hours or so. Yay inspiration. Hope you like, I think I was high while writing this. 8D

Happy 9-9-9 date, if your day was not filled with awesome magic, maybe at least this will help. : D

Warnings: A constant lack of sanity, mentions of various abuse, implied guy love eventually.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAVI !! See, I even managed an update for this occasion. : D ...a long one and a weird one...yeah.

AN: Yes, I am a lazy, lazy ass and I can't update on time. Deal with it.

HAPPY LAVIYU DAY !! <333

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The fic can also be found here.

Disclaimer: DGM belongs to Katsura Hoshino. The title belongs to Pink Floyd. That song is instrumental though. The lyrics here are created by me.

Warnings: A constant lack of sanity, mentions of various abuse, implied guy love eventually.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY KANDA! : D

ANNOUNCEMENT: Welcome to the LaviYu festival, lasting from 6th of June to 10th of August, which circles around the main date, the brand new chosen LaviYu Day, July 8th! Our fandom is definitely worth to have an annual celebration, so don't bail out and join in with the legion! Please read more about this on Live Journal (remove spaces before inserting the link):

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AN: Thanks for the feedback guys! I tried to update faster this time, no need to tell that it failed miserably. I guess I just let RL get the better of me. Oh well - better later than never, right? (hides in shame)

And to those who wanted to see more of the game!Alice...I'm sorry, but I'm not basing this fic on the game completely. XD I just took the Wonderland=hallucination-inflicted-by-madness concept from it. XP So yes, Kanda's gonna be stuck with his 'Vorpal Blade'. Just because. :3

...And if Digi doesn't chew out my Lenalee, I'll consider my month complete. : O

Warnings for chapter: Cruelty of Victorian Age hospitals, numerous mad relatives and... I apparently suck at writing Allen? D:

AN: Less Lavi and Kanda interaction this time, but don't worry, it will be compensated soon enough. :3 We get to see a bit more of Allen and Lenalee this time.

 I tried to add a bit more surroundings. Hope it worked.

Anyway, here's the third update.

Also, important: I am aware that some of the scene changes doesn't really connect; this is because the Wonderland story is a product of schizophrenic effects caused by drugs. So yes, it's supposed to be that way. I hope it doesn't get in the way of the fic being enjoyable. :3 AND YES, THE MADNESS STARTS NOW!

This fic can also be found here.

AN: So, if you know a videogame called 'American McGee's Alice', you are ought to know what this is all about. This fic is basically a -Man x Alice crossover. The idea of mental asylum just came out from a conversation with Digital_Eon and hikamitz on DGray-Divinity forums. So here is the crazy me, bringing up yet another weird and morbid...uh, whatever. Hope you enjoy this. For some reason, I seem to be writing a lot of insane!Kanda...and I mean, a LOT. Oh well....I kinda invented him. I picked the main roles accordingly to 'Rabbit in Wonderland' doujinshi (I'm sure you know it), but..yeah, if you played THAT Alice game, you basically already know the main concept of this fic. But I would be really grateful if you read it anyway.

Happy Friday the 13th, guys! :D

Summary: The Black Order Asylum retrieves a new patient - a young man whose family had become victims of a fire...or was it racistic revolution? Wrecked with guilt of surviving and frustrated with his powerlessness at that time, he appears to have no sense or emotions left; but a young idealistic doctor believes he can cure any patient assigned to him and will not give up until he wins against the madness or until the last hope is crushed. AU (but the same timeframe), eventually mild Lavi x Kanda.

Warnings: Angst, madness, a bit of violence, mentions of various abuse (the author does NOT support any of it, if that's not clear), light shonen-ai at the end.

Disclaimer: -Man and its characters belong to Katsura Hoshino. Alice stories and their concept together with quotes provided, belongs to Lewis Carol. The Alice game concept and level titles belong to American McGee. 'Taking Tea in Dreamland' belong to Chris Vrenna. 'Sea of Sorrow' and the four lines of lyrics belong to Alice In Chains.

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Sea Of Sorrow

You open fire - and your mark was true

You open fire - I aim my smiling skull at you

I live tomorrow, you I'll not follow

As you wallow, in the sea of sorrow

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Prologue

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"Nii-san....can you read me a bedtime tale?"

Little Asian girl looked up at her brother, her big dark eyes shining hopefully. She looked only about five years old; her brother seemed to be in his teen years. He smiled a little at her. "English, Yuki. You have to get used to it.."

They all had to get used to it. People around here weren't especially friendly to immigrants as it was, and their best chance of blending in was to use the local language as well and as much as possible. They wanted harmony and peace, after all.

The girl pouted a bit, but then gazed up again. "Please? Big brother?"

"Fine."

He started walking towards the stairs, and turned back a little surprised as his sister stayed in the same place.

"Aren't you coming? I said it was fine."

She raised her hands, sticking out her tongue a little. "Carry me."

He blinked, then another faint smile appeared on his lips as he walked to the child and picked her up, with gentleness that didn't match his words. "Whatever."

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"...Then she set to work nibbling at the mushroom - she had kept a piece of it in her pocket - till she was a bout a foot high; and then - she found herself at last in the beautiful garden, among the bright flower-beds and the cool fountains.

That's it, and for real this time, now go to sleep. I have no idea why you keep making me read it to you - you know every line of this book anyway."

He never knew why she loved this foreign tale so much. Ever since they moved, she hadn't asked for a Japanese one. And it was the same every evening.

The girl giggled a bit at how her brother seemed to be displeased but only after he actually read her the story. "Because I like when you read it, Nii-san," she chirped and hugged her plush rabbit doll, pulling the blanket up to her nose.

"Tch..."

"Thank you very much!"

He put the book on the night-table, and pecked his sister's forehead before putting out the lamp. "Night."

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When he finished the essay he had to do for school, it was already past midnight. He didn't even change and slumped onto his bed - what looked more like a mattress on the ground, because he still tried to follow the traditions of his home country - and fell asleep almost immediately.

While he slept, he thought that he heard voices of some kind, but his mind decided it was a part of his dream and he didn't wake up. Eventually though, he felt some kind of strange smell.

What?

He sat up, opening his eyes, only to see that the room was full of smoke. WHAT??!!

He mechanically grabbed his grandfather's sword that was laying next to his bed and ran out. In the hallway, his way was blocked by a wall of flames. The hallway and the other side of the house was completely taken up by fire.

"Yuki!"

He thought he heard something between the flames.

"Father? Mother?"

Then he heard faint voices...faint voices that he couldn't do anything to help. He widened his eyes in horror, finally understanding what was happening.

He stared at the fire for a brief moment, then ran forwards, through the flames, ignoring the heat, burns and pain, determined and desperate to reach the room in the second floor before the burning staircase would fall apart.